I probably don’t even need to mention this, but I will! My dream journaling posts entail raw, spontaneous writing. I write right after waking up! These dreams were extremely pleasant and blew me away. I was very moved for almost the entire day. Here you go: First (I think!) Was one where i had a vampire grungy girlfriend?? We role-playing cool characters?? and she was so cool I almost (so not actually) felt like a loser. I was in complete awe I pulled a lady like dat. We laid in bed and I was so excited. Not for naughty times or anythin, I was excited simply by being close to her. Then a hellhound doberman invaded the room and went to my side of the bed. She was ultra chill. I was very scared. She told me to relax bc it smells fear. It had it’s snout touching my neck! I breathed slowly and intentionally and it stayed there for quite a while until it left eventually. Spooky! The next thing I rmemeber is her going somewhere w some ppl in a car. Maybe a concert. She left me home. I think I was looking at them from the 2nd or 3rd floor. I missed her already. Then I remember being in my childhood home and again, crushing on her as she simple walked by. And next she gave me a small speech (in the same apartment where we laid in bed) abt how she wants to have a domain (like vtm (vampire the masquerade). Idk her clan but her sect was prob anarch. But she was hyped for it and I was uneasy I tried convincing her not to. Dreams ends there. Next dream, star wars battlefront 2004 AND 5 at the same time?, a big, long battle that’s more of a war level than a battle. Fighting on the death star hangar, then small passageway as we invade the inside of the ship. Very cool. CIS vs clones. i was controlling a clone. crammed, dangerous corners with traps. cool asf. Then a gta v dream? It was me and friends (I don’t have any irl) playing an escape game. We have to escape from another team who seeks (idk if the enemy team were friends), we were very giddy and got in a car, went on a ramp to get on a train but instead we just flew rly high. We kept driving (we were all in the same car together) and we fell on a lake by accident! We made a small scene to make it seem believable that we died to get off the enemy teams tracks. I was an actual person here, messing w the car and characters as if they were lego. Dont remember much else. Then i had a weird dream where i was in an african country i think (from the surroundings). there was a cauldron and idk If I was using it or someone else (prob for me) then my father was gonna get eaten by a sketchy voodoo vibes masseur, i saved him… then I grabbed a rusty machete and was gonna fix it and got tips to not use a spinning will immediately, as the rusty parts would just break off so i had to remove just the rust first. Very confusing, fever dream vibes. Wasnt upset at any point during this one though. There was a nonbinary person who liked me though. They sent me many messages, blew up my phone (not literally). It seemed they really wanted to be with me. They never mentioned anything relationship wise but i think they wanted it just were shy to admit lol. Never saw them, just knew they were into me. Then I think I had a dream of… OH. It was a sorta… club penguin pvp game in a pirate ship but it was like… w bumper cars? We had to ram others off the ship or ram from behind. I got like 32 kills and got top scorer. Then i had a dream… it felt like… the 3rd movie of a series. Felt squid game-y. Many contestants, whoever found the most pieces of cotton won. I found many right at the beginning, hidden. I had a lot. I went to the final door and opened it but i wasnt supposed to and was beat by the organizer. It was gruesome! He stomped my face when i was on all fours. But.. the dream didnt feel too upsetting or painful. I was not afraid. As if i knew its a dream. But I don’t think I did (maybe i was just brave?). So it wasnt too bad. I came back to the game part. Then idk something happened and idk if everyone rebelled bc of me orr… just rebelled just because. We broke thru the forbidden area i was beaten for going into before, then we broke thru the winner door. We were all doomed immediately. Why? Not sure… we just were. It was a beautiful expanse of plains and forests, a lot of green. A lot of beautiful nature. But it wasnt right for some reason. We were doomed forever (???). Idk why. And this dream had familiarity, like I had been in movies 1 and 2 and had seen that ending before. Its like… that movie which has that aging beach… vibes. Beautiful place, inherently cursed. But i didnt know the curse. Anyways then it shifted to me and that enby person holding hands!! It felt sooooo cute and sweet. I was explaining the beginning of the movie where a scottish contestant was being picked. That scotsman flew down to his family into the sunset, walking together. and me and the enby, we were just walking together. Im missing details of most of the dreams but i woke up so happy i had these dreams. I felt very loved.