Blog, Journaling

Power in discomfort

As a continuation of yesterday, I’m still very joyous in my days. All is going well and I can still smile in the face of challenges whether they are internal or external. I’ve always enjoyed adding some discomfort in my routines one way or another, but today I felt really reflective, though there were no […]

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Joy as baseline

I feel very pleased with life. So much so I’ve been feeling the thought popping into my head of “I’m glad I woke up today” being completely genuine. It’s been a very emotionally eventful year and lately this has stuck with me very strongly. Amazing how before we mature, we don’t really understand how things

Dreams, Journaling

My most intriguing one yet

Me and two other people (the dream didn’t tell me who they were. No ‘feels like [name]’ nor appearance, I just knew there were 2 people with me) were in a small, abandoned train station/warehouse kinda place. It was night. We were scavenging for whatever reason, and I feel like both (cause I didn’t see

Dreams

Maybe no more phone in bed?

Sleep paralysis TWICE? In one night. First time was a cryptic dream… There was a flower on top of me (big, radius of my torso) that turned into a bird (a crow maybe?) and flew, its wings flapping were so loud they became the apex of the paralysis. Can’t remember much else about this dream.

Dreams, Journaling

A message unread

Had a dream today. Where I went to a cozy Skyrim house (Anise’s cabin) next to the tutorial that I always found nice. If you’ve played the game, there’s a witch there with a cellar. Close to the first standing stones. Awe was more common when I was younger, so finding stuff that wasn’t quest

Journaling

Bear with me – 27 décembre

Tapping into your inner child and letting it shine and being over the top about silly things just makes your day better. Today was a fun day. Wondering if you’re doing things right can be productive but it’s very easy to overdo. Today, not worrying about that, I managed to have more fun and be

Journaling

Bear with me – 26 décembre

Today I received a most unexpected visitor. It’s gonna sound silly… But it was Slenderman. I was having a dream in which I was being dragged by a homeless man and couldn’t move. The powerlessness made me very uneasy and anxious, especially because I tried to scream for help but my voice failed. I opened

Journaling

Bear with me – 25 décembre

Many new wild 72s found today back to back to back. I’ve noticed the death motif a lot in my dreams in recent times. Fitting, with the amount of changes (mostly positive) that have recently occurred. One thing that I reflected on today after waking up… I don’t really want anything. But not in a

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Intro post – What to expect?

Welcome to my first ever post. This little corner of the internet is meant to house most of my ideas Journaling – Pretty obvious, pertains to rants, thoughts, emotion decompression and processing I write down in my journal, then transfer to here. Also, when I feel inspired, I’ll write a little bit of theory, as

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